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Monday, 13 May 2024

I married a Monster!

 Wow it has been 10 years since I wrote my first blog about my dying cat.


Fast forward at present, have four cats. I don't have a place for them to call home. I am staying at my mother in law's house. I am married to her only son. My husband is incarcerated. I married my abuser. Welcome to my life.

Friday, 18 April 2014

Sad sad sad

It is painful to watch my cat, Palui. It seems he may be on the last of his lives. I am very saddened about this and because I have too many rescued cats at home, I cant afford to take him to the vet. I still keep him in the house, I try to make him comfortable, but he barely moved from where I put him this morning, He is still breathing..slowly his heart beat is not normal so I know that he wont make it in the morning and I can see that he is sufferring, his body is so cold, his eyes are dilated. Every hour I go check on him and tell him that its ok for him to go, he let out a little cry. It breaks my heart, then I would tell him that I am sorry, I am sorry that I cant afford to take him to the vet and end his sufferings. Dear God, please please hear me pray, please just take him :'(